Open House

besok umah gua buat rumah terbuka

jemput-jemputlah dtg umah gua :)

p/s : tade duit raya, ada mkn-mkn ja.. hehe

Ucapan Gua

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir & Batin

gua nk mintak maaf andai kata gua tersalah kata, terkasar bicara, gua pun xsempurna..

mohon maaf dari ujung rambut sampai ujung kakilah..

kalau-kalau gua ada utang dengan lu org suma yg xbayar lagi.. inform gua.. insyaallah gua bayar

kalau nk halalkan pun boleh jugak.. gua harap raya kali ni bukan raya gua untuk kali terakhir..

harap lu org happy semua sambut raya

p/s : ya Allah.. hanya padamu aku bermohon.. sembuhkan lah diri ku dari demam yg berpanjangan ini... amin

#1-Gambar Lelama

ni gambar gua time raya korban tahun lepas

shaking sikit.. :P

p/s : gua rasa pic ini ayu.. puiiih haha

mr. Fever just ♡ me damn much

dah.. dah la.. 4 hari dah kot!

p/s : ai hate yu mr. fever

fiksi satu jiwa

Di sini, di dlm gerabak kereta api buruk yg dipenuhi partikel habuk, semua perut sedang menangis lapar

di sini aku terjumpa dia

senyum bertukar cerita, pendapat cinta

gratis

dia bercerita, dan bercerita

tetapi aku gagal memberi riak yg nyata dlm naratif yg singkat

di peta dunia, aku dan dia di tanah yg berbeza

di kasta dunia, aku dan dia di strata yg berbeza

di sini di dlm gerabak kereta api buruk,

ditakdirkan aku bertemu dia,

dan masa telah koma seketika

aku tiada jawapan untuk semua perkara

jadilah aku wanita muflis bicara

maka akan aku berlalu dengan sengaja tanpa rela

p/s : andai syurga itu di atas peta dunia, maka hadiahkanlah aku sebuah kompas

apa lagi nk ckp?

ari isnin, 15/8/2011

hari last gua keja dekat kolej multimedia telekom, jln semarak..

jadi lepas ni gua jarang la nk update blog..

sebab kalau gua online pun pakai bb ja..

nk rajin.. tunggu gua balik alor star la.. hehe..

p/s : ni pun gua online pakai bb..

Fakta Tentang Gua - 2

gua mmg ada tabiat gigit kuku.. mmg xboleh elak bila gua nebest ke, takot ke,
tgk cita antu, gua tgh tekun tgk movie automatik tangan gua naik ke gigi..
gua xperasan bila masa kuku tgn gua ada kat gigi semua petua dah gua.. still sama T_T

p/s : lu org peduli apa? kuku gua! gigi gua!

fakta tentang gua - 1

1. gua gila komik.. terima kasih

p/s : fakta lain nantilah eh

im sorry , that ai luv yu

i have deactivated my facebook account
for our sake
i still can’t face you
I’ve lost all control
its hard for me to accept that you are already have her..
you wont need me anymore

sooner or later,

there will be no special you in my life. time heals.

maybe a week, a month, a year, or forever

thanks 4 everything, thanks 4 the memories

now im trying to survive without you

p/s : i know its to late to say that ai luv yu damn much A.ShahirJamil / asj / ash.. im sorry.. its all my fault..

& today morning my heart just skip a beats again

hanya kerana aku tidak menaiki train yg tiba

aku terlihat kamu di train yg berikutnya

p/s : i really don't like this feeling, from beginning i don't want this feeling.. its hurts me.. 

i don't know whether you saw me or not.. but i do saw you & my heart just skip a beats again

everyday i pray to god

my pray

Ya-Rabull Ariffin
Tuhanku

seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia, ASJ bukan milikku,

bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku..

luput dari ingatanku

dan periharalah diriku dari rasa kecewa

Ya-Rabbul Izzati

serta Tuhanku yg maha mengerti

berikanlah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya ke dada langit

hilang bersama senja nan merah

& pekat gelap awan

agar aku bisa bahagia walaupun tanpa dirinya

Ya-Rabbul Quddus

& Tuhanku maha mengerti

biar sekuat mana aku menyintainya

aku pohon agar kau lenyapkan perasaan ini

sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milik ku

Amin

p/s : Setiap hari aku berdoa pada-Mu 5 kali sehari tanpa henti.. tetapi Tuhanku, jika ini dugaan mu buatku.. aku redha.. aku terima..

terima kasih pakcik

pagi tadi gua terbangun subuh  pkol 7.20 jam ( ni bukan subuh dah solat gajah dah ni! ) hp gua bunyi.. 

gua siap cecepat tanak lepas bus pkol 8..

gua jln kaki g stesen bus.. bus tgh isi manusia

gua lari-lari anak naik bus..

pakcik bus nampak gua! nasib dia tunggu..

gua naik.. boleh muat depan pintu ja..

jenis sumbat mcm ikan sardin..

ok pintu tutup..

tetiba gua kaku.. asal kaki gua xboleh gerak?

jahanam seliper gua lekat dekat pintu sama kain baju kurung gua..

tak guna.. ni sah belubang seliper gua..

turun bus mmg belubang pun..

mmg celaka tetiap bulan ada ja seliper baru gua kena beli!

terima kasih pakcik bus..

p/s : everyday i pray to god & today morning my heart just skip a beats again

just because

I am a male.

I am a girl.

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly sometimes.

I have scars.

I have a bad memory.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have a tattoo.

I am self-conscious about my appearance.

I wear glasses.

I have/I’ve had braces.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have piercing in places besides my ears.

I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I have a sibling less than 6 yrs old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’ve lost a child.

I’m in school.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I drift off a lot.

I have big dreams.

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve peed from laughing.

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I think of stupid things to do.

I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment.

I’ve gotten stitches/staples.

I’ve broken a bone.

Half of my liver removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room alone

I’ve driven over 200 miles a day.

I’ve gotten a ride with someone I dont know.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been to Canada.

I’ve been to Mexico.

I’ve been to Niagara Falls.

I’ve been to Japan.

I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

I’ve been to Europe.

I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

I’ve been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve had dry rum shots.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I’ve sat on a roof top at night.

I’ve played chicken fight.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve eaten sushi.

I’m single.

I’ve been in a long relationship

I’ve been used a lot.

I’ve used someone else.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve broken someones heart.

I miss someone right now.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

I am a cuddler.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve been called a slut etc.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve run a red light.

I’ve been in a fist fight.

I smoke cigarettes.

I’ve tried smoking a cigarette.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them

I’ve eaten shrooms

I’ve popped E.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

I shut others out when I’m depressed.

I take anti-depressants.

I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I’ve seen someone dying.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.

I own an iPod or MP3 player.

I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.

p/s ; Bolded my past/present, Italicised my wishes, blue colour for ASJ

indah khabar

hakikatnya,
xpenah sedar..
yg dikejar hanya dusta
yg dicari hanya celaka
yg terjadi duka lara
yg pasti tiada jua


p/s : lalu menangis dipeluk syaitan

aku harap tong sampah itu menjadi resaikel bin

right click, dan sila pilih emti resaikel bin
mohon agar tiada erow tab kelihatan

semoga otak manusia sama dengan pc komputer
boleh format ikot bicara
buang semua memori xguna

harap-harap berjaya

p/s : tuhan terima kasih kerana kirimkan aku flora cinta dan virus duka